here i am

it's been a loooooong long time i didn't post anything to my blog. It is not because i am ignoring it or don't bother posting my news but it is because i really have nothing new to tell. Life became kind of boring here in dubai. or maybe because i just don't go out as i used to do before due to my wife's pregnancy. We are alone here in dubai, with no family, so she really needed my care during the past 6 difficult months of pregnancy. Always tired and sick, short outings, sleeping early was the common status of our life during the past period. Even when i used to go out with my friends during the weekend for couple of hours without her i used to feel bad and guilty to leave her home alone.

Now she is leaving to London next sunday to prepare for the delivery due first week of february. What people don't really know, is that the fact she is leaving is a difficult thing to me. I admit that i would feel more free to spend time hanging around with my friends and enjoying our time, but this would be the feeling if she is coming back in 2 weeks .... But the fact is that she is leaving for 4 months, which is to my personal opinion a looong period . It is not easy to be used to someone and to put a certain system to your life and then all these systems and rules and habits break up for 4 months.... I remember when i came last year to dubai i had to stay alone for a week until she joined me. It was a miserable week .

But the good thing is that i am actually applying for my visa to go to england by end January and attend the birth of my babygirl .... i really hope my application will be successful so that i can experience the most beautiful moment of my life .... being a father !!!

So wish me luck with all the suspence i will be facing in my coming days